Future.

I've always believed in permanence and I believe that the steady careers are found in the medical field. You can't get more stable than working in a hospital. Everyone is going to need help so you're never going to be out of a job. I believe that Nursing is the career that will give me everything that I want, a stable job, good income, ability to help people, and maybe even a family whom I can support knowing that I make good money.

However, I guess life doesn't always turn out the way you want it too. I wasn't blessed with skills in science. I have never excelled in science in my entire life. I took Anatomy for the first time in my life this semester in hopes that I somehow find my niche in science. I didn't. I completely sucked at anatomy and therefore I withdrew from the class and I have decided to change my major. Yes, I love the idea of becoming a nurse, I've been pushing myself for the past 2 years in junior college, but I obviously wasn't pushing myself hard enough. I'm unsure of my future, but I do know that taking this anatomy class was definitely a wake up call. I got a minuscule taste of what the rest of my pre-reqs will be like. I knew that it wouldn't get any harder, but it wasn't going to get any easier as well.

Essentially I'm starting from scratch all over again. Who knows, maybe I'll want to become a nurse or a respiratory therapist someday...All I know is that I'm not called to be a nurse or anything in the medical field at the moment.