are you serious?!

i realized i didnt post about the crazy off-season for the lakers. are you serious? wtf is wrong with ariza and odom? ariza i dont really give a shit because ron artest is hell of a lot better than ariza i just dont like his attitude. he's basically kobe's dennis rodman. so tell me why kobe's scottie pippen (lamar odom) isn't even responding to jerry buss? to be honest now im pretty annoyed by him. he bullshitted the lakers and fans so many times saying he would sign for less just to be in la. now they offer him a little over 9 million and it is still not enough. 9 million is good for a roll player in today’s economy. Most teams don’t even want to spend lot of money cause of the 2010 FA market. Odom should just sign cause I know he wants to be here. Why else would he recruit Artest? think about it fisher:harper kobe:jordan artest:rodman odom:pippen gasol:longley am i coming onto something here? all i could say is wtf odom we need you. if he finds another team, then i say we try boozer or bosh haha

R.I.P. Cainaan Wendt

wow i still don't believe your gone man. you were such an amazing person and you were freaking hilarious. i remember meeting you in 7th grade pe ms. akers and we were always owning on the basketball courts with the help of jordan, ryan, aldric, and yonas. then, you went to townsend the next year i think. we ran into each other alot and you still remembered me. other than just saying wassup we didnt really talk to each other till summer school last year. you, michael, and emerald made that class super hilarious and tons of fun. i remember you talking about how samoans are a dead ethnicity here in chino hills and that you and your family are the only samoans here. haha you're the dopest samoan i know man. even though we didnt really chill that much, the whole vibe was chill. i remember trying to look for you to sign my yearbook, but we never had the time. before grad nite i remember messing with you saying "damn cainaan you graduated?!" everyone was laughing and you were like "asshole" haha. you know it was just fun and games. i completely remember jerkin with you at grad nite, that shit was dope. you were like "joe i like your style man." i think the last words i said to you was "thanks." the more i think about it i love how the last thing i said to you was thanks. i truly mean it, thanks for being a homie. thanks for the memories. especially thanks to your family in raising such an amazing person. at least i know that you're in a better place now. keep jerkin in heaven man. say hello to michael jackson for me.
God bless man and ill see you soon,
Joseph Jamoralin

The Masterpiece

alright well i guess im really happy that im leaving high school. im sick of all the little groups there are. mainly aiming at the typical all filipino popular groups. its really annoying!!!!!! i swear they're just gonna be doing the same thing they are doing right now for like the next 10 years not making anything of themselves, not graduated yet from college. really if you look at it now, how many of them graduated on time? haha ok maybe i was a little harsh i meant to say 8 years....that sounds more realistic. i hate how the girls are all the same. its funny how i know how people are gonna turn out and also how i always turn out to be right. i should be paid for this shit haha. way back in like 6th grade i remember saying who is going to turn out where in high school, who is going to turn out as the high school jock and who is going to be future prom queen, etc. my predictions were about 90% right haha. to think these people said before that they wouldn't turn out like the older kids drinking all the time and that its stupid haha. its a shame to see how the people who are different in those groups leave and they join a new group that ends up doing the same thing they would be doing if they stayed. hahaha they can never be recycled once they're in. its a good thing i was aware of what would've happened and i didn't give in. sometimes i think im too old for my age when it comes to that stuff. it pisses me off to see pictures of people who i thought were different from all that, people whom i thought were clean. it ruins your whole perspective on that person and from then on the only thing you see in them is that. its annoying how people who behave like that think they can have like a double life, a life at church and a lifestyle like that. you have to choose one or the other! they say they've been changed for the better and then they turn around and smoke weed. you can't party with drugs and party with the eucharist, it don't work that way! im sorry! i'll admit im not perfect, i've done some things im not proud of like drinking and smoking...it just aint my thang. if its yours, then im not stopping you. i just dont need to drink/smoke for happiness or fun that's what friends are for and if your friends are that boring sober then maybe you should get new friends. if you're in college and this implies to you think back to junior year in high school, were you any different than you are today? hahaha im not jealous or anything, im just really disappointed in some people who i thought i saw Christ in.