The Crossroads

I honestly don't know what to do right now. I feel like I haven't been myself lately. I put on a mask whenever I'm with people when in reality, I've lost interest in virtually everything I used to love. I am no longer a nursing major, a cross trainer, or in choir. I go through my contacts and every single person seems so foreign to me. Every weekend I'm just here in my room, playing with my dog, and studying. I miss having plans, I miss having spontaneous friends, and I miss the time when I felt content with everything. I guess what I've learned is that life is not going to slow down. It's completely normal to dwell in the past, but don't get too attached to it. I have no idea where to go next, but I believe that things will eventually get better. Who maybe this will lead to me moving out.