The Masterpiece

alright well i guess im really happy that im leaving high school. im sick of all the little groups there are. mainly aiming at the typical all filipino popular groups. its really annoying!!!!!! i swear they're just gonna be doing the same thing they are doing right now for like the next 10 years not making anything of themselves, not graduated yet from college. really if you look at it now, how many of them graduated on time? haha ok maybe i was a little harsh i meant to say 8 years....that sounds more realistic. i hate how the girls are all the same. its funny how i know how people are gonna turn out and also how i always turn out to be right. i should be paid for this shit haha. way back in like 6th grade i remember saying who is going to turn out where in high school, who is going to turn out as the high school jock and who is going to be future prom queen, etc. my predictions were about 90% right haha. to think these people said before that they wouldn't turn out like the older kids drinking all the time and that its stupid haha. its a shame to see how the people who are different in those groups leave and they join a new group that ends up doing the same thing they would be doing if they stayed. hahaha they can never be recycled once they're in. its a good thing i was aware of what would've happened and i didn't give in. sometimes i think im too old for my age when it comes to that stuff. it pisses me off to see pictures of people who i thought were different from all that, people whom i thought were clean. it ruins your whole perspective on that person and from then on the only thing you see in them is that. its annoying how people who behave like that think they can have like a double life, a life at church and a lifestyle like that. you have to choose one or the other! they say they've been changed for the better and then they turn around and smoke weed. you can't party with drugs and party with the eucharist, it don't work that way! im sorry! i'll admit im not perfect, i've done some things im not proud of like drinking and smoking...it just aint my thang. if its yours, then im not stopping you. i just dont need to drink/smoke for happiness or fun that's what friends are for and if your friends are that boring sober then maybe you should get new friends. if you're in college and this implies to you think back to junior year in high school, were you any different than you are today? hahaha im not jealous or anything, im just really disappointed in some people who i thought i saw Christ in.