very sad....

we're learning "in this very room" (traditional vocal song, sang every year) right now and it's making me really sad. i started thinking to myself, damn is the year really almost over?! fuck i know im gonna cry a freaking river before and after candlelight. i started on that thing that the seniors do at candlelight (can't say, don't know who's reading this.) i just can't believe that i'm going to be leaving, let alone GRADUATING. this year was the best and the fastest year of my life. its very weird saying that it "was" when i still have about 2 weeks left of high school. damn, candlelight is already next week. i've never been so damn close to vocal ensemble. we went through so much...