awkward

this was a really awkward week for me. i patched things up with a friend last week and when we went back to school, my mentality was like okay, she's still kinda ignoring me, now what? haha. i just feel awkward around her now haha. i'll fix it though. anyways i've been alright lately. i havent been doing much of my homework, i have mad senioritis. i even had my mom take me to school at 2nd period because i didnt do this timeline project for first period haha. oh yeah i tried out for boars head and omg that tray is so freaking heavy i can't imagine how heavy itll be with the boars head on it. im not saying that i have the solo i dont even really consider myself that good. im pretty humble, but everyone keeps saying to me its so yours. eww i heard a rumour from a lot of people from choir and im just so disgusted lol. on the other hand, i feel very blessed that now i am on the staff list for the next confirmation 2 retreat in december. i really want to be a workerbee because i don't feel like i'm ready to be a facilitator quite yet especially to teens that are one year younger than i am. i was really suprised when i heard richelle call my name because there are some people that i feel are more prepared to staff on a retreat, let alone the con 2 retreat, than me. so this means that im going to miss out on the pacquiao fight and the obey sale, but whateves. i pray that i have a good week, a good thanksgiving, a black friday or in this case brown friday because im so going to rooted on friday for brown friday.